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2002-04-06 12:21 a.m.
nights alive
yesterday was lunar earth on the mayan dreamspell calendar. for those who know nothing of this, i recommend www.tortuga.com as a primer in getting into a somewhat different calendar system.

"time is art" is the foundational principle behind this moon based calendar system. i like it because it encourages everyone to take a more active creative role in the process of their life's rich unfolding.

challenging navigation.

lunar earth...

I polarize in order to evolve

Stabilizing synchronicity.

I seal the matrix of navigation

With the lunar tone of challenge.

I am guided by the power of universal water

I am a galactic activation portal ... enter me.

lunar days are my specialty in a way. by this system my birthday falls on lunar moon. i polarize in order to purify. i resonate with this, sometimes in challenging ways. no matter where i go i can't get away from this lunar stuff. the elf and i when we combine our signs make a lunar wind "challenging communication". this is so much our relationship.

i'm realizing that challenge is not necessarily looked upon as negative or unwanted. the idea opf stabilizing challenge and duality is a great concept. i love how polarized viewpoints can often find themselves merging in the most interesting ways. arguments needn't be frustrating. sometimes its important to recognize the middle ground that always exists and ease yourself out of rigidly identifying with certain viewpoints.

to approach all encounters with acceptance and compassion is a lunar challenge sometimes. to love when we feel hurt is not always easy.

today i read the guide to give and take and found a lunar response to a comic i sent the elf. she envisioned a future and it was a pleasant sweet one. damn simple. even if it never happens, it was the moment of seeing it that meant something. she and i polarize often altho at the core i believe we are incredibly similar in terms of what we want. often the polarities or challenges arise from past stuff that has scarred us and scared us, made us unwilling to release our hearts into something which is remarkably simple. the future doesn't even need to be planned. here we are...now

so now yr lookin at the neto page and seeing the first ever attempt for me at working html. this is a major challenge for me and one that intricately winds itself thru a not so distant future path. i see it as no coincidence that the elf and i ended up together. she's got the mad skills that i am learning from exponentially, tho sometimes its really just like she's encouraging me to really find out for myself.

this all winds back to the calendar and the way that synchronicities occur when we align ourselves intentionally with time and with others on the same wavelength. dreampell consciousness invites us all to synch around a certain point and to examine a different set of ideas and concepts that shape our lives. in some ways the concepts are secondary to simply recognizing the patterns and cycles of time. having concepts to explore helps us to see how those patterns work.

as i get more involved with calendar i see how we all are connected thru our ideas of who we are and what we are doing. i love this about life and it's what keeps me interested in interacting with others. a shared sense of linked destiny makes this chaos worth going thru...to unravel the mystery of our purpose, tho we may never know it for sure.