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| 2004-02-29 9:40 a.m. |
| SHARD OF THE INFINITE EXPANSES (PT.1) |
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symbient archive supplemental: class: personal archive:
level 1: limited access
agent: neto
cross temporal network shard tangent:
it starts out fuzzy. i remember pieces, tiny sections of what was an eternity of seamless flows.
lost in a fog. rowing. waves like rising and falling walls. bailing. heaving. holding on. gales.
i clutch my compass. the night sky is covered in clouds.rain. swelling. pounding. hull exploding. floating.
swimming. going under. drowning. drowning. drown....in...g
awake in white sand
a dome of pearl and marble
the sea outside in the sky
inside dry
stairs lead in spirals towards spires
inlay of lapis
inordinately intricate
symbols interwoven in alabaster
scripts and sequences engraved into the walls
tones resounding in perfect frequencies
a harmonik overtone a combination
of waveforms reverberating thru the hallways
crystal chamber immense and clear
a completely transparent membrane looking out into the sea
these creatures
pale skin bluish, almost grey
dressed in cerulean robes
holding orbs
communicating their thoughts thru them
a projection screen like a translucent layer over the background
and layers upon those with symbols and numbers
diagrams and holomaps depicting processes
life as an evolving form
i watch the dna move in its spirals
over time the patterns become clearer
drowning
did i drown?
is this
death?
elvish evidence all around
the ears
are these teleri? their faces similar but
not the ones from the stars
they are of the deep water's kin
i can see their effortless motion and dance
freefloating in the currents
more maps and programs are projected
aeons of experience encoded into cellular memory
as if these people held access to the archives
keepers of an ancient wisdom
ages of advancing intelligence
underwater
i hold my compass
look at its face
the needle pointing towards the pole
i speak of the stars
i say i fell from them
my spacecraft also sank with me
i hold my astrolabe
a chunk of stone
the orbs are passed ritually and fluidly
each one like a code key to unlock another level
its math and its art
overwhelming
portals and hallways
huge
the skystreams
galactik access pathways
they are revealed thru stories
of the ancient ones
before time
when the world was a spark in the void
and light begat light
they are revealed in the tongues of forgotten races now again remembered
the legacy of immortal quest beings
seeking the stone beyond time
seeing the ultimate unfolding of the immense original vision
the ocean itself assumes the intelligence of the cosmos
conducting the energetic flows
amplifying frequencies
subaqueous habitations nestled into the crags of crystal canyons
do i seem absurd?
i fell from the sky
died on my way to this place
my ship went down into the rocks
rendered to shards
each one a fractal of the whole
just one i need
to recreate the entirety
the merbeings produce a crystal
it makes sense
this familiarity of returning
a dream a potential future
a now occurring simultaneously with another where another i
is still in orbit having decided to not come to this watery planet
ikon at the helm and a galaxy of co-ordinates available in hyperspace
but this is bigger still
for that i is but one
of these uncountable tangents and arrays that are also
whatever i
am
i think
o neto
these are high ones beyond reckoning and they
gave you a network shard
and you are still here
gazing into their eyes
as a million moons pass overhead above the waves
i know time has stood still in these blessed halls
but beyond that glass
that crystal lens of focussing the beam
above
time in the stream speeds into infinity
and returning from this strange death means
finding my way back thru the strands
home?
im a good navigator
learned from the nursery rhymes
that a trail of breadcrumbs can be eaten
by any number of animals
its even better to note all the details and remember the pathways
organize those maps you make on the spot
internal archivism for the galactik traveller
notice the repetitions
intersections
counting the spirals
and the
merbeings
pass the orb again
a shift
the multidimensional hyperspatial byways dissolve and
i am
in a wooden chamber
walls also alive with images
on a boat
earth
a dock
just on deck i can see the sunrise
and a moon in the sky
how many have passed?
there is a change in the morning air
the frost on the rocks
the dusting of evidently angelik forms
water crystals broadcast their reports back to the core
i know of warm places
but i sit here watching my breath escape into the gradient of dawn
there will be time
as i can see inside
another curled up undercover
and i am at ease
the waves gentle but present
it is time to wake up
holding the stone
i look again
upwards
this life
a simple one
sails
full of wind
move this space from shore to shore
a familiar ally
on an ark crafted from myth
there is laughter
and healing
there is peace
in this
place
archive suplemental:
after transporting back to the ship i remain disoriented for a number of days. nova makes fun of me and ikon has reset the clocks a number of times just to test my innate temporal stabilization level. wo.
should have known better. i'm so grateful to ikon. he's saved my hide on a number of occasions just by knowing what numbers to crunch. i've been pacing around on the deck and trying to patch together the streams
the echoes and memories that seem like mine but are not, but are
some lives in the past
before flying crystal
on earth
i can still smell it on my skin
the air is that perfect temperature
in space it all seems ideally engineered, predictable even. clean like good math.
i have an elfin shard in my hand from the journey
ikon said i was clutching it when i beamed back in.
nova is all sketchy after having run the elvish tech to get me onto the the planet.
it'll be about 3 hours before wyk arrives to collect the shard
why didnt she just go get it herself?
unless i was being shown...
tested
crazy space elves, its a wonder they dont go insane in those hallways
but i guess they've had countless lifetimes in there
immortal as they are
like the light from the eyes of the original thought
my mind hurts as i try to think the unthinkable
wyk and solarion arrive on board
i still am uncertain as to what has just happened
i feel like ive been rearranged
both their eyes penetrating and deep
i look back
yes
i saw
i know what i must do
i hand the shard to wyk
solarion looks at me silently
produces a temporal decelerator
says" use only in case of emergency"
i say
sure
ikon smiles in the background
wyk rolls her eyes
what a weird galaxy this is. some days it just doesnt seem possible that this is my life.
but it is
improbably probable
unavoidable even
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