chronikon current communication whole system level before next level

2003-12-04 2:13 a.m. the dangerous pronouns when the text gets personal it does so with absolute impunity at the core the intention was to explore the depths of feeling read here: me the impulse i have to gaze at these words as i have done so much so vain a lost elf in a sea of syntax and syllables the syallbus of silliness i have typed out for the fun of it the sheer sense of awe and fascination with these flows it has always been my deepest vice the navigation i do of the mind and its depths obsessed with finding reasons why i am vindicated for being this self absorbed as if i was waking up to this each moment the terror an impending judge over my abstractions the waste of my worth in working thru the issues so i am tuning the lens inward externaly saying that you can expect the archive to be lawless even tho the rules here are stringently applied in the code and may i live up to what i attempt to become in this openness tho so few of you read those that do are manyfolded jewels i am in service of upcoming highlights include new games in the archive a new strategy is implied interactive dialogiks neto is now a galactik treasure hunt the trick is to see how many maps you can collect and create the map is not the territory but the terrain is certainly influenced by its symbols my intent here is to explore no more elaborate pleas for mercy the responsibility of the voyager is to privelege the clues remember to honour their source by nodding to the others archivists and oracles shanscribes and wolfkin samurai and sky coders sunrise scholars mystiks and cyniks merforms elf and scientifik liquids co-inspirators comprising crews transceivers of the delivered messages the reader agrees to hold the text in high regards that the heart was always present at is conception and you can feel this time release captivation of a moments raw essence in each line assume that i want to direct attention beyond me, not away from me for i will prove again and again i have nothing to hide i am ready to be diassembled dissolve me o life into the infinity that i am once again and forever now blessed like so much everything all at once elvish contact communication crystal interpenetrating the tone future fractalizing itself out of the trajectories of the past note: archival data entry technique: map design re:contextualizing the current streams language remix code divination elfcrafting reaching into the raw fire of potential and forging a legendary blade inscribed in delicate engraving symbols branded like light visible only by star and moonlight only in elvish hands do these timeless runes glow teler elenath and you will know you are kin by the eyes and you will find here the "you" to whom this text is adressed is ceaslessly shifting