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2003-08-10 11:13 p.m.
and you will know me by the glow
i will keep walking. i eat the consequences. this solo path is the equivalent of an empty bed. i sleep alone and wake up alone. its always made in the morning because i do it. i dont worry about how late i fall under the sheets. i dream of the many.

alignments. in the eyes it is obvious how it could turn out. i am careful to explain the state of my unchained wildness.

i feel her hands on my chest. she is saying she can feel my heartbeat. i know im alive and im thankful. i feel arms slide around my waist. i feel like a giant little boy. i want to curl up and forget all my responsibilities and concerns.

here i am tho alone in this room. in denial maybe. im so happy to free. happier than ever.