i tend to write semiautobiographical non fiction. streams crossover. plotlines merge.

altho i tend to challenge, i intend no harm and i want no feelings of anger.

all the hardened brats from whatever dimension can take their stone coldness right to the end of time. i have never wanted it.

some people say that you can only let people hurt you. others say that its important to move thru and resolve things because what others do and say does have an effect.

what i feel the most strongly is that my core intention has been clean. others have responded to me with spite, anger, and even outright meanness. and in the end i honour them all the same.

no-one who ever gets into my world ends up losing my love. some people just dont care whether or not they have it.

o well. i guess im not supposed to take it personally.

there's something terribly annoying about someone who always says things like "i know" to everything you say. its like they have something to prove.

well they proved it befiore they even started. they had ultimate respect from the beginning.

someday they will understand that attitude is easily curbed and that openness changes the world.

but maybe i just suck.